Monday, August 1, 2011

【1st day of august.】

hey, bye bye july.
erm, hi august. well, i got no choice not to welcome you.
peoples remind me exam, so what. i don't want to feel this in this moment.
SKIP.

oh, last two assignment but others started not to come college already.
we are so great =.=
production. wait for production is just like i waiting my baby to born.
how many i sweat, i many i pay, i tired i am. :O
macam gila monkey :D


back to the life,
found out that so many people around me are blogger,
you know i know,
blog just like a place that you can trust. no cheat no betray.
people are different when they show in front you and when they blog. most of them.
i understand the feeling.
perhaps you don't want people to worry about you.
perhaps you just lazy to talk about it.
perhaps you just don't know how to tell.
perhaps you just don't want people to know it.
perhaps you just lazy to explain everything about this.
perhaps.

i feel frustrated.

i don't dare to find anyone when i facing shit problems.
they have their own problems.
and they got no way to release just as me.
i feel heartache when i saw others hiding their self.
we all are just same.
live in a sick city,
place in a complicated life circle,
everything.
and we learn well how to hide our self,
and get used to this position.
get used.








i feel that my life are so dry
thanks to the shooting
its temporary pull me out of this situation
but just temporary.
somehow,
i think of you
i miss you idiot
people talking to the moon
but i want talking to the sea :)