[形同陌路]

昨天工作的时候,
我遇见他..
一个曾经我执着过的他..
他身边也多了一个她..
很好,
他终于还是寻觅到属于他自己的她了..
我们都应该很久没见了吧?
再见就是互望,
到最后谁都没有先开口,
就如陌生人一样,
你走你的,
我做我的..
说不尴尬?
是骗你的,
尤其他在我前面徘徊了很久,
因为在等她..
大家你看我,
我看你,
都在忧郁着要不要开口说第一句话..
可是最后还是我自己先闪人了..
怎么最近常常跑出以前的事来?
不管是梦,
还是现实中..

回头看过去,

其实自己已经错过很多很好的东西..

没有过去,

就没有现在..

但是,

究竟自己在害怕些什么?

[去死啦.!]

有工做又烦,
没工做又烦..

想怎样?

很kanasai的咯!

吃大便啦..!

[back from work..]

just back from work..
is quite tiring *_*
nvm,
cos i need money..
i work as brands's promoter,
it's under jusco..
i tell you,
i realize something..
i realize that work under jusco is alot rules.. aduh >.<
and the jusco food court's food is really errrr.. @_@
as i said just now,
i work as brands's promoter..
know what,
many customer come and ask me others question..

1st one,
:" do you know where is the sony show room? "

2nd one,
:" where is the pampers? "

3rd one,
:" you know where is the body fitness? "

4th one,
:" where is the sun burn cream? "

5th one,
:" where can i get the trolley? "

6th one,
:" what time jucso will be close? "

aduh >.<
I'm not customer service lar wei..
but quite funny..
LOl XD

is time to bed,

im tired..

niteZ..

Zzzzz..

[blog dead]

i got to go for work later..
teehee =)
i got money use XD
but this is not the point i blog here..
my blog will be dead for few days,
so people,
give me sometimes to revive it yea..
see ya ^^

[滚远远]

我不要! 我不要! 我不要! 我不要!

啊!~~~~~~~

救命啊!~

[梦见你~]

连续好几次,
我都梦见了他..
我怎么了?
我努力了那么久,
坚持了那么久,
就因为几个梦被打垮了吗?

啊~谁来把我从睡梦中敲醒啊!~~

如果当初我没有选择坐上去,
现在是不是不会还有那么强烈的感觉存在?
如果当初我没有选择开口说话,
事情是不是不会发展下去?
如果当初没有答应过,
我现在是不是会好过些?
如果没有你的话,
我现在有没有可能已经恋爱了?
如果可以的话,
可不可以不要是她?

如果可以的话,

你可不可以不要再出现在我的梦里?

可不可以?

可不可以?

[movie~]

hey,

i watched this movie!

another movie laugh of my ass! XD

should watch it again =)

going to change a

new skin for my

lovely bloggie~

[心情]

生活继续的颓废下去..

谁来把我从地狱拉上来啊?~

看着钱包里的钱慢慢变少,
就觉得越来越无奈..
每天在等电话做工..
等等等..
老板们啊?
你们到底请不请的啊?
你们就只会叫人等的吗?
我现在是名副其实的打散工仔~
有工就做龙,
没工就做虫..
真的发现,
踏入社会这条必经之路,
实在让我有点抓狂..
赚钱难,
要找工难,
要找到好的老板更加难..


最近都围绕在槟城划龙舟翻船的新闻,
再次让我感到生命无常,
这个新闻也赚了我不少热泪..
今天刚好和朋友聊开了这个话题..
我发现,
我害怕死..
我并不是怕死亡,
我只是害怕有一天,
突然发生什么事,
就这样走掉了..
我还有很多事还没做啊~
如果我知道自己剩下24小时的生命,
我会说,
我想当一个小时的专业摄影师..
我想告诉朋友们,
可以当你们的朋友是我的福气,
虽然我朋友不多..
如果有的话,
我会告诉那个他,
我有多爱他..
很多很多事..
我都想做..
然而,
我并不知道,
那天会是什么时候..
不想不想不想~

我想拥有自己的相机,

把它当成挚爱,

带着它畅游我去过的没一个地方,

拍下我留下过的每一个足迹..

我好想去旅行~

[vampire?]

i din't sleep well almost one week..
i dream everyday,
it's quite tired,
it's use up all my energy and length of one's sleep..
but what can do?
i can't control it right?
the 2nd time,
i dream about vampire..
the 1st time i dream about vampire is an old jumping vampire..
yea, like those movie we watch always..
the vampire want to catch up me..
and ofcourse, i ran away..
i don't really remember how is the story,
and i don't remember the ending too..
the 2nd time i dream about the vampire,
this time is different..
it's a modern vampire,
like those vampire in the movie twillight..
but this time there is someone came inside my dream..
i meet him before,
we talk before also..
we don't really know each other,
i wonder why is he in my dream..
and yea,
he is the person who protect me in the dream..
i din't dream out the ending,
but i hope so..
can i continue dream?
LOl..
is freak..
is weird..
vampire?

[dolphins & sea lions show =) ]

hey.

guess what?

hehehe..

i went watched the dolphins & sea lions show yesterday =)

thanks for my sis's bf belanja yea XD

we thought that the time for the last show is 9.30pm,

when we on the way to the parking lot,

we realize that the time for the last show is 8.30pm..

=.="

we reach there 8.15pm..

rush there to buy ticket,

nvm,

as long we get to watched the show..

hehe =)

sis & me..

me, sis's bf , trainer, sis & dolphin XD

this photo cost us RM15,

although is a little bit expensive,

but,

who cares?

when on the way home,

my sis said:

they got their freedom in the sea actually,

but now they have to do the show everyday..

her words make me sad..

just watched only lar,

cakap banyak buat ape lar?

[ 钱....]

我快缺钱缺到发疯,

我试过缺钱,

没试过像现在这样,

缺到发疯了..

钱都给去看医生了,

去死啦...!

[random..]

话说..
我爸店隔壁的后面最近搬来了一家人,
一个啊公,
一个啊嬷,
还有他们的外孙..
他是个小弟弟,
肥肥的,
很可爱..
现在的小孩子有够幸福的咯,
他今年四年级,
你们知道吗?
从他现在住的地方到学校来回不到1km,
走路也不用5分钟就到,
知道为什么我要这样强调吗?
因为他竟然来回学校都要给人载,
多少钱?
一个月80块..
=.="
好命到到到到到...!
我很想跑去问那个啊公:"我帮你载好不好?"
80块给我赚啦..
我爸问过那啊公,
为什么不走路回?
很近而已吗..
你懂啊公说什么吗?
他说他还不够成熟..
我的天!
四年级了耶..
我能当他们的孙真是幸福死咯..

最近都没有睡好,

只要一睡下去,

就会一直发梦,

没有停过..

我的黑眼圈就快越来越深啦..

朋友们,

你们都跑进我的梦来了,

是不是我太想念你们了,

还有昨晚,

我发了一个恶梦,

恶到我现在还记得..

我很想好好睡一觉><

[boring week]

OK..

my blog is dead for one week..

went to pahang last week,

have fun there..

i snap many picture there,

but i can't upload here..

know what?

i lose my weight..

i lose 3kg!

since the SPM started and the sick for this two month..

really worst,

i want be a fatty! ='(

and yea,

I'm broke,

i got no money right now..

it really killing me..

argh!!

anyway,

i bring my cousin back along after went to pahang,

we went to pyramid,

to get my salary,

and go for a shop..

hey L.S.Ling,

we should have a date one day =)

and sorry for that day.. =(

we went for this movie,

OLD DOGS..

laugh off my ass XD

should go and watch it..

and whole of last week,

i was really boring except the pahang trip,

my family keep asking what i want to study..

argh!

annoying lar..

cant u all hear me?

i got no money!

even i want to study..

some of them ask me study for account,

some of them ask me study for hair stylist,

now even worst,

wedding planner =.="

i want study photo shooting larrr..

money, i need moneyyy!

i want a DSLR camera..

i crazy for it,

i want it so madly =(

i miss my high school life,

i miss the friend,

miss the teacher,

but not the school..

miss them..

I'm free,
for this few day..
know what i had do today?
i had resign for the damn part time job..
you treat me like that,
so i wont treat you kindly..
so, i better don't work there..
as my sis said : you "chao your boss yao yu ar?"
and she laugh all the way..
sigh =.="
don't know what she laugh for..
arghhh!!
i need a job so badly..
i need money so badly..
thx for those who help me search for a job..
I'm giving my effort here to searching for a right job too ^^
another things,
one of them who went to NS yesterday was sms me just now,
yea, she cried..
she missed her family,
but she don't dare to call her family,
hmm..
i be sad to hear that..
but i hope that i be inside 1 of the camp too..
my life is really annoying..
search the job here and there,
ask for job here and there,
just like a mad girl..
hey girls,
i miss u all so badly,
do enjoy your NS,
trust me,
nothing is better than where you be and what you do now..
i know u all will be stronger,
me too ^^
i will pay my great effort here...

hey girls!

we strong together!

工作碰钉..

我..
我很想撞墙..
这一篇东西是故意等朋友去NS后才post的..
不想写的东西会影响到他们的心情..
今天碰钉了,
碰到很够力..
我做工那边的人-叫他xx好了..
xx说要我转做part time..
是老板的意思..
原因是?
我不够经验..
很好的一句不够经验..
我问过自己,
是不是自己拿来的?
答案只出现了他们在我脑海里..
一句不够经验,
我被打入了地狱..
我很努力的学习,
结果,
一句不够经验大完..
现在,
我只能做拜六礼拜..
薪水大大减少..
我的学费又出现问题了..
说我不失落是假的,
说我不难过是假的,
说我不在意也是骗你的
说我没关系也是假的..
我知道我没经验,
可是凡事都会有第一次不是吗?
我知道对于我这年龄出来做这些工是迟了点..
但至少,
我肯学..
你们不给机会我,
没关系..
我会记得的..
一句不够经验,
的确很容易被社会当垃圾丢掉..
我就是那袋垃圾..

第一次,

一个人,

躲在公共厕所的坐厕上痛哭,

那种感觉真的不好受..

钱,

你知道有多爱你?

又知道我有多恨你吗?

work..

ok..
先让我深呼吸一口气..
本来这篇东西应该是要在昨天写的,
因为工作回来有点累了,
我抢不到电脑用,
所以罢休了..
恩,
我开始工作了..
情况没有我想象中好,
也没有我想象中坏..
怎么说?
我工作对象是一个男的..
他要我说多一点话,
嫌我太静了 =.="
我应该说,
我和男生的沟通有很大的问题..
基于家里90%是女人,
朋友80%也是女的,
也很多年没谈恋爱了,
再加上某种原因,
我会排斥男性,
所以我跟雄性动物会有点沟通不良 =.="
*我不是同性恋的ok?*
为什么要酱说叻?
是因为我工作是卖男性服装的 @_@
因为我们都是靠commission吃饭的,
所以他要我努力一点说话,
hard sell 多一点..
别误会,
他并没有骂我,
还很耐心教我..
知道了知道了,
我会很努力就是了..
给点时间我ok?
哎哟,
慢慢捱吧!

ok,
下面的时间是给两位即将要去当兵的人..
基于工作不能去送他们,
所以现在赔罪啦~
不过我想另外一位应该没什么机会看到了..
管他的,
写了才算..

一 `东西都带齐了吗?
二 `有没有忘了什么重要的随身物品?
三 `要注意安全知道吗?
四 `要照顾自己知道吗?
五 `去到不要"溜"男子知道吗? (云顶的小丑 + XX的爸爸说) 明白吗? XD
六 `祝你们一路顺风..
七 `恩, 脑袋空了, 想不到要说什么了
最后 `我会想你们..也要想我哦!
最最后 `我会等你们回来..
最最最后 `我的手机24小时开着, 有什么不顺心的事, 随时call我啦..不call至少也来个信息啦..

~一路顺风啦

♥