Saturday, October 31, 2009

我介意..

不要再说你不介意,
介意的人是我不是你..
我曾经犯错过一次,
绝对...不会再有第二次..
现在说不介意的,
谁知道?
到最后, 倒头来
却要撕破脸皮..
有必要吗?
不要再说不介意这三个字了..
就当被你说穿了,
对,
我是太过自我保护..
我并不认为我那样做有错..
你会明白,
但你不会了解那种感受..
至少现在,
我已经学会好好保护自己..
我在这里,
你在那里,
你也给不了我什么..
只要你有时间,
回来走一趟,
看看我,
就足够了..
以前教我看开的是你,
怎么现在钻牛角尖的是你?

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

study

went out with friends today..

good girl right? XD


went to old town white coffee..
don't have a suitable place for us =(


change location..
KFC =)

SPM..
SPM..
SPM..
everybody is talking about SPM now..
forcing myself to study =(

Monday, October 26, 2009

什么时候?

我的心被问走了一块..
为什么总爱在伤口上撒盐..
泪水不知觉的掉下来..
什么时候,
变得无可取代?
什么时候,
那个地位是那么的坚定不移?
我很清醒,
就是因为太清醒,
才会觉得痛,
才会无助的掉泪.
我讨厌你,
你总爱抛个问题过来,
而我给的答案就是泪水..

Saturday, October 24, 2009

sick


yeah,
I'm sick again~
i hate those medicine,
i should stay at home and study for my SPM..
but i couldn't pay any attention to do my revision because of my illness..
sigh~
anyway,
i will make a great efforts on my study..
so will be lesser update =(
see ya!
and yet,
he still don't understand what i want
='(

Sunday, October 18, 2009

他说那里开始慢慢转凉了,
我说我很想带着我想要的专属相机,
看看下雪的天空..
他说还没到下雪的时候,
他说下雪的天空很美,
也很冷..
他知道我不能呆在太冷的地方..
所以他说了一句我很想扁他的话
:"我好想看看你变冰条的样子.."
真杀风景..
事实也证明了,
=.="原来他比我还要痴障 XD
我说比起下雪的天空,
我还是比较想去日本的熏衣草园,
而且,
除了带着相机,
我还要是靠自己本事赚来的钱去玩个痛快..
他说
:"很好!今晚早点睡吧!我会在梦中找块空地帮你插满紫色的假花当熏衣草, 然后我我坐直升机在天空上洒棉花当下雪, 二合为一, 很棒! 包你梦到笑... ! "
我的天!
他的痴障程度突然间不断的上升..
发梦的应该是他吧?
其实,
我当下很想隔着电话伸手过去扁他 XD

他粉碎了我的美梦..
该死家伙!

Saturday, October 17, 2009

迷茫的前途

因为开始打blog的关系,
慢慢的有了一种习惯..
我会走到哪里,
手里拿着电话的相机就拍到哪里..
就因为这样,
慢慢的热爱了拍照..
甚至我把它列入为我未来工作的头号选择..
可是身边的人,
一个叫我做这个,
一个叫我做那个..
我好像开始有点不耐烦了..
我知道这行很不容易,
我知道这行很冷门,
我知道若是我真的选错了就等于把钱丢进大海..
我都知道..
我更知道我不可能靠家人供我继续念书..
我知道我必须自己半工读..
那是我一早就预了的事情..
我不会靠爸爸,
更不会靠姐姐..
我会靠自己..
所以,
我比任何人都害怕把钱丢进大海..
好迷茫的未来啊~
我已经接近两个星期没动相机了..
因为它带给了我烦恼,
我想应该把试考了才算吧!

"船到桥头自然直"
我最近都爱这样告诉自己=)

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

safe=)

hey peep,
guess what?
i past my jpj test..
wohoo..
a little bit scary..
thank god =)




Monday, October 12, 2009

jpj test =(

i think i can't sleep tonight..
i got a test on tomorrow,
*panic*
wish me luck ya =)
will be update soon..

Friday, October 9, 2009

stress

I'm full of stress now..
study? exam? work? even drive?
i didn't go school almost 4 day because of PMR,
but this holiday doesn't mean anything..
i can't stay at home and do my revision,
i just felt that i wasting my time..
but what can i do?
i really can't study or do any revision at dad's shop..
study half way or doing homework half way and there is a customer stand in front of me,
and me got to serve them?
and you will forgot what i have study and which part you have stop on my homework?
what can i do?
isn't i going to face my SPM like this?
"wonderful"...
i don't like always study at night,
i loss my sleep,
it's make me not enough sleep everyday..
it's really annoying..
argh!
shit la!!

i hate traffic jam,
especially if im the driver =(

Monday, October 5, 2009

如果我是一部机器人=(

有时候,
总觉得,
当人类当得累了...
有时候,
我会宁可当一部没有感情的机器人..

如果我是一部机器人,
我就不会感受到百般的滋味..

如果我是一部机器人,
我就不会因为失去而感到失望和可惜..

如果我是一部机器人,
我就不会知道原来扛下身边的一切是多么的辛苦..

如果我是一部机器人,
我就不会知道失去亲人的感觉,
是多么的感到害怕..

如果我是一部机器人,
我就不会知道当最爱的人转身离开的时候,
却又没办法挽留,
眼眶里流下的泪,
不是温热,
而是冰冷..

如果我是一部机器人,
我就不会知道原来失去朋友,
比失恋还更痛..

如果我是一部机器人,
我就不会知道被欺骗的感觉有多难受..

如果我是一部机器人,
我就不会知道被背叛的感觉会是如此的绝望..

如果我是一部机器人,
我就不会因为自己的疏忽,
让自己跌得满身是伤痕,
心里留下满满的疤痕,
挥之不去..

如果我是一部机器人,
我就不会因为自己的虚伪感到讨厌..

如果我是一部机器人,
我就不会拥有一颗有感情的心,
去感受身边的一切..

孤独的自由,
并不是我想要的,
我从来都不曾说过,
我喜欢自己一个人,
只是过去的时间,
自己一直都是在沉睡中的傻瓜..
口是心非,
其实是人类的一项特征,
只是有些人并不发现有它的存在..

Sunday, October 4, 2009

难~

女人难以启齿之出..
我有苦说不出..
我有口难言啊~~~

kintergarden day

today..
went to summit to participate a kindergarten annual concert..
my nephew graduate this year..

the left hand side is my nephew=)













thery are so cute XD
i miss to be a small girl.. XD





the boy is dancing Michael Jackson's Billie jean XD
damn cute man..


after that,
went to Vietnam kitchen had our lunch =)














i like this most =)
chocolate banana..
yummy!

busy day

Yesterday~
went to friend's house party..
thanks to her for invited =)



i hope i'm not dreaming T.T
but..aiksss..
that not mine lar..




rock band~ XD
let rock!

XD



went to park with jellyfish~
LOl..
miss to be a small girl..

at night~
moon cake festival~
play candle XD







mai =)