i realize,
people do need care a lot.
so do i.
certain people might live in the passes,
they locked themselves in the passes,
i guess,
i might be one of them,
or maybe half of them.
i go through a lot of things in the old days,
i'm glad that i experience whatever things earlier than the others.
especially hurts,
that makes you mature,
that makes you stronger,
that makes you know what is tears.
that makes you know what is facts.
at least,
i wont be that hurt when i face it now.
but,
in the other way round,
you can just be the one who understand people,
but non of them understand you.
this is shit, right?
people used to said that i'm tough,
people used to said i'm strong,
when people started to think in this way,
you wont get any care from them,
because they always thought that,
you can HANDLE everything well.
i deserve it?
light in the darkness,
giving you a hope.
