i don't mean it..
i don't get it..
i doesn't want mean it..
i doesn't want to get it..
how reality is my life?
how reality is the being around me?
my brain is stuck right now..
my heart is sick badly..
seems like just yesterday,
nothing could go wrong,
everything were a part of me..
i used to be strong..
but it couldn't be...
i felt that I'm so useless..
i can't deny it,
i can't pretend again..
i just want to disappear,
to a place that suit for me..
is that really hard for me?
is that wrong for me?
and here i am again..
and once again..
the tears dropping out my eyes..
