【sakit hati.】

只是我累了这样主动
我珍惜我们之间拥有的感情
那种越来越疏远的感觉我会害怕
是你感觉不到
还是你确实慢慢在疏远
想放弃之前
请告诉我好吗。

无论如何

我不会放弃

【smiley+silent】

always prefer and used to know people through their words
as if you know me well
i'm weak in communication
perhaps i'm a good listener
but i'm weak in giving comfort and the right advice
just as simple
you need to talk and express, i'm willing to lend you my ears.
i like stories :)
as if you trust me, i'm a trusted person.

used to blog and express myself
feelings would never came out through my mouth
i don't know how to express through mouth
just as easy as a piece of cake
but i don't know why
that's really hard for me
hard than final exam
hard than say i love you
when i realize words couldn't express anymore
i felt frustrated
even now i have used words to cover and protect myself
what wrong with me and the word.
the world is pathetic
the society is sick
and i'm like a dead person.

when words couldn't express anymore.

【finally, im sick.】

officially a sick cat!

mentally sick,

body sick,

heart sick.

:/

dad   is not free tomorrow,

who willing send me to college,

im so lazy to drive in the fucking jam morning.

oh!

【i'm a bodoh.】

人永远抵不过感情这回事
我想我有时候会低估了自己
也许我因为过去会限制自己不该拥有什么
但心底某个深处确实是想拥有的
简单来说
我们总爱自欺欺人
总觉得自己很神
逆来顺受
控制自己
欺骗自己
很成功很成功
到后来我才知道
我成功个鸟
心不小心被触碰了
然后就这样被牵着走
也许我太过渺小
也许别人的光芒太耀眼
所以你看不见我
但是哪怕我只是站在旁边的二打六
我也有乐
比别人胜一筹的是
我不需要逃避别人的眼光
我不需要觉得尴尬
我不需要觉得有压迫感
但偶尔我总会有那么一点点的贪心
我不会去努力
我不想去期待
即使我想
我没有多余的时间
剩下的时间
还能珍惜多少我不知道
也许我感慨太迟相遇
也许我不是那个有能力改变你的人
时间很少很少
我只想在剩下的时间
好好地珍惜你

累了主动

累了暗示

却还是开不了口

我不想你站在原地

只要你肯走

你会看到

很多很多很好的
也许不是我
但总会有那么一个