[ 死 ]

在某年某月某日

我能安息于葬礼

[ $_$ ]

谢谢
谢谢你们有想过帮我
谢谢你们关心我
我领情 我真的领情
但是事情好像越变越衰
我心寒 真的很心寒
那七年的逆来顺受
够了 真的够了
我宁愿饿肚子;(
嘿 我的心不是铁做的
说话可以不要那么刺痛吗?

钞票上的那个男人

我又爱又恨

钞票上的那个男人

伤我最深

[ Y O U ]

你是毒品

我在吸毒

毒瘾越来越重

我就越逼自己戒毒

是我自己犯贱

要你把伤痛和想念带给我

然后自己一厢情愿

看着你带着一颗心走进来

看着你带着两颗心走出去

不是你在犯贱

只是我太笨太傻

是我看着你随便来

也是我看着你随便去

我看着你带走我的心

却没有勇气要回来

boy, u come with nothing.

but you go with my heart :/

[ 不懂 ]

*
那些话
我不想听
我真的不想听
从前我很在乎 很想知道
是从前 不是现在

*
华文老师
我很讨厌
我讨厌老师每次给那些摧泪的题目
我讨厌自己在班上不争气地边写边掉泪
是我 是我没有用
家 好一个家
没有用的家

*
男人
什么样的狗屁男人
我已经不会表达
从来
我没有过安稳的生活
天天为钱担心
一个人走在路上担心下一秒会迷路
迟了一分钟担心巴士不等我
下雨了担心雨伞不够大自己会湿透
安全感这回东西 好像从来都没有过
也好像从来都不知道
男人 就是我需要的时候却不敢找的动物
你们很贱
你们害我讨厌自己是女人
是 我姓赖
我就是爱赖你们
这些无赖的男人

*
陶美丽
你没有用.

[ smell bad ]

what the hell?
what the heck?
i told myself that there is no other durian can appear in my life anymore.
yet, there is still a durian appear in front of me.
and those stupid fucking attitude is just remind me of those fucking bad memories.
flower you!
maybe i just know too much.
i hate this kind of feeling.
fuck my life.

[ let it go, let it be ]

no, i don't know whats going on on me.
i don't know why is the hell my emotions is following you.
its goes anywhere.
don't let me to be a bull shit,
don't let me to fill up your time when there is no others with you.
yes, NO OTHERS.
who the hell i am for you?
i just nothing for you.
yes, I'm nothing for you.
and you, you are nothing for me too!
damn you. i don't want to hate you.

let it go
let it be
ppl dont appreciate your love
so what you going to expect for

[ title ]

原来

三年前的那个阴影

我从来都没有走过出来

原来

我一直在欺骗自己

假装

一切过得很好

假装

伤口愈合了

其实

它被划伤了很多次

成了厚厚的一道疤

谢谢自己

把眼泪呼唤出来

[ damn u ]

是的
事实很明显
事实告诉我
你还是爱她的
陶美丽
你会不会想太多
你会不会太一厢情愿
你会不会太自作多情
陶美丽
你可不可以坚强一点

[ monday doesn't blue enough :D ]

hey, Monday!
i hate monday usually. monday blue ma.
know what?
i have been entered to the audio lab today.
and seems like everybody is talking about the audio lab now.
hey, its fun!
Monday doesn't blue enough =)
it turns abit purple! xD
and the tutor makin tengok makin leng zai wei :D
*blush* sampat-ing and fat hao-ing xD
weeee, cant wait for the next class.

*

hey,
you really couldn't fuck off from my life totally.
sekejap dream,
sekejap facebook,
i don't know when i will meet you somewhere suddenly.
don't worry,
i will act perfectly that i cant see you.
if really meet you somewhere,
someone please fuck my life.
i rather go and meet someone else compare with you!.

[ sampat ]

hey :D
we are sampat xD
might getting busy for the coming day.
less to meet each other la.
but, always kurang satu orang ni lar =.=
bila empat orang sampat ni?

[ ♥ ]

是的

总是在寂寞的夜晚

贸贸然地想起你

我很努力地把自己弄得很累

把自己累得不清醒

但只要独处 只要寂寞的夜晚来临

我就是会想你

但我不再向以前一样

只要想 就不顾一切的去找对方

我不会去想 你是不是爱我的

我不会去想 你是不是紧张我的

我不会去想 我对你重不重要

至少对你 我会告诉自己的答案是没有

没有希望 不会有失望

我不是失望 也不是失恋

只是失落 失落为什么那个是你

爱 很累

恩 我什么时候才能把爱情防备好

[ pissed of ]

hey, was in bad mood this few days.
do everything also not in mention vigorously.
i drunk, drunk on that day.
did not drunk for few years already.
seems like this time is serious than last time.
i can ever simply crap with sms or even facebook. wth.
and i gave out a call. a call that makes me have nightmare.
the words is rolling in my brain, in the middle of the night.
besides of this, i don't really remember anything after i back home.
and this is the first time, my family saw my drunk face.
she saw my sadness.
she looking on me sitting on the stairs and cry like a bloody hell.
hey you.
don't pissed me off please.