[ =( ]

我从他们的身上看见想当初的那个影子, 很好..至今还是里我不去..

我想得心寒, 想得发抖..那种画面一幕一幕涌在我脑海..

我抽离不了那个自己,我不要再当那个自己..

我不经意把不开心写在脸上, 不经意地被发现..

谢谢你的安慰 =)

[ =) ]

在那种地方
只有一个人发现我的不对境

虽然没什么

但是那是一种安慰 =)

[ deep heart ]

i realize,
my birthday mood spoil by someone easily every year..
to see is to believe,
now i can understand what this feeling when people use that on me..
bloody hell,
their words hurt me,
i feel like crying,
the tears is rolling inside my eyes.
don't pretend that you are close to me,
fuck away please..


i receive someone message who i don't remember i have know this person before,
*bitter smile* when i receive the message, that was my reaction.
its just a simple message,
but the message do spoil my mood too..
i don't know why?
when someone is good to you, you don't ever do this..
when there is something that impossible to be like the past, you do something that so stupid.

你曾经是我生命的一个恶梦,

你是那个让我锁在自己世界整整一年,

三不五时以泪洗脸的主要源头的恶魔.

我花了多少时间, 我花了多少眼泪才把自己从别的世界拉出来.

我花了多少时间才停止想起医生偷偷告诉家人我该看的是心理医生.

我不是讨厌你, 而是畏惧你.

我们不可能再像以前那样,

我不知道你什么时候会我把身边的东西一一地带走,

我不知道你什么时候会把我的信任丢进海里..

因为这样, 我才学会什么是人, 什么叫信任..

所以不可能就是不可能.

You know?

Sometimes there is something that cannot be re-do.

Said by miss kik.

很多事情,

已经不能在重来了..

你的祝福,

我不需要..

这种无谓的事情, 请不要再做了..

你已经不是我该珍惜, 我该放在心上的一部份..

我想要的很简单,

我只是想要你彻彻底底地离开我的世界,

就是这样的简单..

不容许生命中出现第二个榴连

do not allow another durian appear in my life

[ 18 =) ]

alright,
here i updated with photo..
my family celebrate with me..
thanks to my little nephew choose the cake for me =)

the second cake for my birthday,
celebrate with my college peeps,
which is my classmate..
thanks to them too =)

and yet,
im 18 now..
hoho X)
im legal =)

[ my day ]

no negative post today,
i promise myself X)
i want to wish myself,
Happy Birthday!!
and,
I'm legal! =)
I'm abit lazy right now,
photo will be upload soon har =)

[ 梦 ]

我一个人,
走在漆黑的森林里..
我漫无目的的寻找着出口..
漆黑的森林让我害怕,
虫鸣鸟叫让我觉得诡异,
迫切地找不到出路让我哭了..
我奔跑了很久,
直到你突然的出现..
你拉着我的手,
带我离开了这可怕漆黑的森林..
突然一团白烟,
你消失在眼前,
我害怕得眼泪直流,
我不停寻找你的影子,
因为你是我的希望..
故事没有结局,
我最后没有找到出路,
我挣扎地醒来后,
眼角还是有残留的泪水..
但是那个你,
我却看不清楚你到底是谁~

这个梦,
是看了那部泰国恐怖片的后遗症..
我讨厌漆黑的森林!